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2012- A year of growth and change

I’ve noticed that everyone has mentioned that this year is going to be different and new. Hey I`ll admit I jumped on the bandwagon also. So here are a few things that I hope to accomplish this year:

1. Read more books, they help  to exercise your mind. Plus build your vocabulary

***who wants to join my book club? :)

2. Go to they gym at least 2 a week. (okay so this week I only went once. myyy badddd!) This also goes along with eating healthy and taking more care of my body.

3. Dress for Success (self explanatory since I’m turning 25 this year, thats so crazy ‘87 babies)

4. More family time (also self explanatory, even though I live at home I barely see the other people that live here due to work and other schedules)

All in all, a different outlook on life and just making a better ME.

Birthday Month

not really turning out how I wanted it to be, ohhhhh well I guess I just have to look at the positives….

Birthday weekend 0ct.8 GOING HAM in GASLAMP District….plan to be suuper wasted hahaha to make up for me not going to vegas at the end of the month with everyone else. If you are down to help me make it happen you will know where to find me. hahahaha

October 15th disneyland because I want to ride ghost galaxy….hahah and because I Love disneyland.

24 in 28 days

Ahhhhh, I can’t believe its almost my birthday again…CRAZY! WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO! ughhh I don`t even really feel like celebrating, haha, I guess I have gotten to that age, where I feel to old to celebrate. OHHH Man. Anyways well October looks like its going to be a good month, with my birthday, and the Blink 182/My Chemical Romance Concert, the rest of XI class finally turning 21 (OMG, I turned 21 when we first started the process, eek) Well I guess we will see what happens I have 28 days to figure something out.

Some things I want for my 24th year:

A grown woman wardrobe

A big girl job

Move back to LONG BEACH!

Issues

I have a separation issues. It is always hard for me to leave people, when I know I won’t see them for a long time. I know that I`ll eventually see them soon, but soon is never good enough. I just need to move back to long beach already!

IF YOU ARE NOT WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK, THEN YOU DO NOT WANT IT BAD ENOUGH.

(via dirtylittlestylewhoree)

“It’s better to have someone who’s far and craves to be with you than someone who’s near yet doesn’t even care to see you.”

soooo true

Suprises

I am so one of those girls that love suprises, but I always tend to ruin it for myself or somehow I set myself up and expect it. For example the last two valentine’s day were suppose to be suprises and I wasn`t actually suprised! Okay don`t get me wrong I love suprises, but I think in the back of my mind I set myself up to know that they are going to suprise me hahaha as selfish as that sounds.

Well I mean I guess this Valentine’s day was more of a suprise that got ruined haha. Its okay because it’s the thought that counts.

Let’s just say that I got a care package from Long Beach, haha and it came with a balloon, card, a box of peanut butter cups and a rose! It was cute, because he told me he was doing something, so the night before I was being a kawawa bear. Anyways we ended up eating at islands, and going to see no strings attatched and then getting yogurtland because I love yogurtland. I couldn`t believe that he was actually here I guess he really does <3 me!!!

P.S. I didn`t get rocks thrown at my window!!! :( i don`t think prince charming knew which window was mine

anjehlala:

I am constantly reminded of how much I would rather not live at home.  I can only take so much of the bullshit, which is why I lock myself up in my room most of the time.  I need a plan of action to make my way out of here…

 AMEN!!! I want out of home too! I`m in the same boat as you!